Alone.

Hate it when mum gets drunk again. This family.. Lord, could you just make it a dream, let me wake up from this dream. I'm tired. I'm tired of controlling my tears but crying so fcking badly in my heart. I'm tired of all the bullshit problems around me. I just need a happy family, thats all.

My life.

She's the best working partner!


The silent partner who watches me go crazy ): DOREEEEEN!

The girl who's going to be my classmate again ^^

Once workmates, now friends :)

I love them so much!

Finally a meetup, incomplete meetup though ):

He's coming tmr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (L)

So this is my current life, except for the fact that I'm not working in Etude anymore. Ha, pls don't ask me why I quit, I regretted, if not I will be spending money now ): so..... have been meeting up with my friends these few days to catch up! & I definitely had lots of fun! :D I love laughing and going crazy with them, feel so 'myself' xD Thank God for these friends, cuz they're the ones who keeps me going all these while. Facing so much problems, yet so many of them are willing to be my listening ear. So glad to have them by my side (L) So, Jungmin's coming tmr! Even though I'm not going for any of his events, I'm still going to fetch him tmr & a/s on saturday! Like finally he's coming singapore ^^ love his "Not Alone" la srsly, have no idea when I became so crazy over Mal. Well, can't help it XD

Some people might think that idols like him are just a waste of time, but its not for me okay! I'm not spending money to see him, just my time :) I don't like him for his looks okay! Thats becuz his songs never fails to express my feelings, and his "Not Alone" never fails to give me courage, telling me that I'm not alone, thus I'm using this song to encourage my friends as well! Look how useful his song can be! :D

Its so tired to wait for you, knowing that the chances are low, knowing that I will get hurt. But I still wanna cling on to this feeling after looking back, after knowing the reason for clinging on. You might not see me in your eyes now, but I really pray hard that the day will soon arrive, where I will not have to live in agony and loneliness, but happiness.