Stayoversareawesome!

So little pictures, but so much fun! Originally supposed to head back home after bbq session with Esmay, Celine, Eileen, Xianwen & Yanxiang, but mum suddenly called and asked me if I wanted to stayover. So shocked cuz dad objected few days back, and mum allowed! ^^v first thing to thank God! Met Xianwen & Celine & Esmay to PP's Giant to shop for some groceries. Had lots of laughter as usual. Like duh, can we not have laughter with Celine & me around?! OBVIOUSLY NOT! Laughed our ass off, but the things we carried back were mad heavy. Esp the charcoal, helped to train my arm muscle for a tad while.

Reached Celine's crib, and the wind was mad strong. Esmay could almost been blown away, but we managed to set up the fire! Second thing to thank God! Had a bad time bbq-ing the food cuz the smoke went into my eyes and they became so so itchy and pain that I teared ): but still, had a full dinner! A cat accompanied us for dinner and also scared the shit out of me cuz it kept coming to me for food. LIKE WHAT?! DO I LOOK LIKE FOOD TO IT?!?! ): So...... had our bbq till around 10? Were scaring one another with ghost stories, super funny! Then up to Celine's crib to bathe! Took turns to bathe and off to living room to watch horror movies ^^v

First we watched the jap one, not that scary though, cuz I've watched it before! Then one Thai movie, which became a joke like totally. Horror movies became comedy to us with the help of Celine xD then watched the Korean's one before heading back to her room! Quite scary though! It was alr close to 5am, and we were chatting in her room, with the lights off and in our sleeping position! But we couldnt sleep, so we chatted till 6plus am, wanted to watch sunrise but fell asleep cuz I became really sleepy~ Woke up in the afternoon and we ordered macs. Ate our brunch while watching the last horror movie, then chatted for awhile and off for dental appointment!

So..... had lots of fun with the girls, all the laughters and lame talks, and the craziness over kpop. Most of us are going TP! Glad to hear that :) Thank God for this sleepover, really. Enjoyed so much before school starts. So, reached home and checked my mail, realised that I won that "Park Jungmin Facebook Birthday Giveaway" gift, which is his "Not Alone" autographed album! So mad happy cuz I could not afford to buy that $68 album when he was in sg, and whatsmore I was just trying my luck. Thank God! :) then, went to check my class, AND I'M CLASSMATES WITH NAJEEBA! But not tingting ): really very very sad. But I know God has the best plans for us, so oh well, we'll still see each other often! Just hope that we don't drift apart ):

Okay, am going to turn in soon before I oversleep tmr to meet Joreen! Annyeong~

Alone.

Hate it when mum gets drunk again. This family.. Lord, could you just make it a dream, let me wake up from this dream. I'm tired. I'm tired of controlling my tears but crying so fcking badly in my heart. I'm tired of all the bullshit problems around me. I just need a happy family, thats all.

My life.

She's the best working partner!


The silent partner who watches me go crazy ): DOREEEEEN!

The girl who's going to be my classmate again ^^

Once workmates, now friends :)

I love them so much!

Finally a meetup, incomplete meetup though ):

He's coming tmr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (L)

So this is my current life, except for the fact that I'm not working in Etude anymore. Ha, pls don't ask me why I quit, I regretted, if not I will be spending money now ): so..... have been meeting up with my friends these few days to catch up! & I definitely had lots of fun! :D I love laughing and going crazy with them, feel so 'myself' xD Thank God for these friends, cuz they're the ones who keeps me going all these while. Facing so much problems, yet so many of them are willing to be my listening ear. So glad to have them by my side (L) So, Jungmin's coming tmr! Even though I'm not going for any of his events, I'm still going to fetch him tmr & a/s on saturday! Like finally he's coming singapore ^^ love his "Not Alone" la srsly, have no idea when I became so crazy over Mal. Well, can't help it XD

Some people might think that idols like him are just a waste of time, but its not for me okay! I'm not spending money to see him, just my time :) I don't like him for his looks okay! Thats becuz his songs never fails to express my feelings, and his "Not Alone" never fails to give me courage, telling me that I'm not alone, thus I'm using this song to encourage my friends as well! Look how useful his song can be! :D

Its so tired to wait for you, knowing that the chances are low, knowing that I will get hurt. But I still wanna cling on to this feeling after looking back, after knowing the reason for clinging on. You might not see me in your eyes now, but I really pray hard that the day will soon arrive, where I will not have to live in agony and loneliness, but happiness.

dedications~

Valerieeeeeeee. Although I've not known you for long, I'm still glad I knew you, and am now your friend! Even though we quarrelled tons of times, we still get back tgt! I really enjoy the mugging period with you! How we would buy 333's ban mian & bbt and eat in the air-con room. Also your witch laughter! I only heard it a few times but its alr freaking me out when I come to think of it LOL. Glad you're in TP too :D lets continue to keep in contact! :D


HAN TING! Its really great to know you! Thank God he put you in my life! Really. Other than Jessie & Jesselyn, I've nvr met someone who can laughed as weird as me! & also, our crazy personalities! I really cherished those times we had in school, how we spazzed in class and toilet, how we studied tgt in sch during a-math periods, and how we used to walk pass chem lab XD I'm sure you're as happy as me cuz we're going to TP tgt and also ECS tgt! I really thank God for that, he made it possible for us! Lets also go the same uni after TP kays? Lets make it a miracle :D & tell me your problems hor! Don't keep it to yourself, I don't like! Friends are for you to pour out whats bothering you! 19th feb! :D


BABA! I love how we got close laughing together! I know you love my laughter! I love yours too cuz it always made me laughhhhh! We're gonna be classmates this year! Can't wait to attend lessons with you! Thank God you did not go NP :3 cuz I can't get in either xD looking forward to 19th feb cuz ITS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I SAW YOU! DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I MISS YOU?!?! ): 19th feb...... 19th feb....

Tweety bird! Still rmb how my parents used to call you tweety bird during sec1? HAHA! Idk why but now I think your name suits tweety bird! Its really great knowing you from sec1 even though we only got close now, but its not too late ya'know! Lets not end our late night chats when we enter poly kays? I really like those chats! Esp those group chats. Same to you too, just tell me things that are bothering you! I'm willing to be your listening ear, but bear with me when I get worked up! 19th feb.... 19th feb k! Teehee, purposely one!

ahxi! Don't go NYP! Come TP! I really really wanna see you in TP ): don't wanna lost contact with you~ love how we laugh together in the past and also now! I know we both had many many flaws but at least now we changed for the better alr! Even though your words pissed me off at times, but seeing your funny face doesn't make me feel like punching you anymore! :P the 4yrs of close r/s, I really treasured it! Esp the mugging periods when you went mad for so many many reasons and how we go crazy in church! Come to Christ soon! >< 19th feb... 19th feb...

The most important person. Stupid you, WHY MUST YOU GO YJC?! We could meet up often if you stayed in TP ): so reluctant to seperate with you ): the last time I saw you was so long ago! Simei sakae buffet. I realised how important you are to me after we had a major quarrel at that time. I mean it when I said I felt like dying! Hate how close we are, if not I won't be so sad now ): You gave me awesome memories in BDS & also in Watami. All our laughing and funny times, and also our tears when we did "badly" for O's. At least you got what you wanted now! Me too! How awesome is that! I really miss you ): pls meet me soon! Saranghae <3

Definition of best friends.

Everything is my fault, fck care everything for now.

This is,

Ok so here I am to talk about my results! First, I cried cuz I got 17pts for my R4. Then, I thought I could only minus 1 cca point, so I cried even more. End up, I smiled becuz I can actually deduct 2 cca pts which made my R4 15pts. So, I REALLY WANNA THANK GOD! For an instance, I lost my faith, but becuz I still wanna believe in my God, I hung on. & therefore, I managed to get 15pts, so I'm eligible for ECS in NP! Just praying for the best :) cuz I really dislike business courses, mainly due to my simple brain. I can't be a business woman for nuts.

So I submitted my JAE form last night after sister chose them for me, mainly hotel&leisure & hospitality&tourism & leisure&resort, but I still put ECS as my first choice okay! I really wanna get in to that T^T Ok enough of results, whats done can't be undone. Now, moving on to the next part of my life, I shall be a diligent student :) Oh btw I have a cute mother.

Mother: don't do silly things if your results not good ok? Must come home, we still will love you.
*after calling mummy & crying*
mother: Aiya life is not just about studying, you can go into your course good enough alr, faster come home, tonight we eat good food and celebrate your results k.

Omg I really thank God for my mum. My dad said nth about my results, so I shall not bother about his remarks. :) So, congrats to my dear Hanting & all those who scored well! & for those who did not do really well, life's not just about studying! Just do what God ask you to do! Amen!

New blog, new start.

I'm finally back to blogging! New blog though! Anw, I guess everyone's nervous cuz its the day tmr! Yessss we're finally getting our results! In the beginning I was actually more nervous than any of you guys! But after cell and service on saturday, I found back the peace that I used to have while doing the papers. All thanks to COJ and Jesus! It was really a meaningful cell gathering, becuz through it I saw how God had touched each and everyone of our lives, and also by blessing us with Sammie! I teared while saying my speech cuz I still can't bear to leave you! ): I hope you're reading this, my dear stalker! Thankyou so much for always keeping me in prayer, I really appreciate such a wonderful cell leader!

Had a mini worship session just now as I wanted to give my last night (before the collection of results) to Jesus :) It was awesome, I would say. Becuz as I worship, I think back how He blessed me in 2010, and how great 2011 will be cuz my God is awesome! So as for tomorrow, I'll just go with a heart of acceptance. Is there such thing? I have no idea :/ but as long as its part of God's plan, I will follow! Amen. :)

Did I announce that I'm officially (once again) jobless now? I've quitted Watami Jap Restaurant basically due to results and the manager! Ok la I know I'm evil, since Ps Darren taught us on saturday to love one another as He loved us! I really thank God for placing so much wonderful friends/colleagues.. They weren't suppose to work on friday but still came down to bid me goodbye and took photos with me! Jeztine even brought the polaroid camera just for me! *sniff sniff* I really appreciate them! I thank God for everything :)